This is a bonus track... It's not part of the of the journey per se however I do express feelings of: 'it's enough this needs to end one way or another'. So maybe in a way it fits the theme..
lyrics
I need to wipe my mind a hard reset.
Purge myself of this endless mistake.
What could I do or possibly say,
that hasn't been already said?
It's getting harder and harder to forget.
I wake up to feel the same.
Cleanse myself of these sin and regret.
I'm drowning in unending shame.
Is there no forgiveness?
Am I to despair?
A broken record,
drowned in tears.
I listen to,
the music of my fears.
I keep crying out
I keep the sound off.
Loosing sleep,
dreary-looking dreams.
Night terrors,
flood my screen.
Shame and guilt,
formless memories.
I feel the pain
of being forgotten
Like I was never
really there.
Never really even there.
Always gave love and passion
and expected nothing in return.
Now I'm bitter.
Now my heart broke.
I'm lonely
and I'm cold.
I only find solace in my loneliness.
In the end karma never flows
My life is pain after pain.
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